The first two entries, are the only items that i have not shuffled within an inch of their lives. The rest of the entries being in such a crazy format.
When i asked myself what i wanted to achieve from writing such a list, there was originally only these two that came significantly to my mind.
#1 - Get Better - This, my first goal, I will possibly work at for the rest of my life, and will always be the thing i will strive to get the most. I will always try to get better from my illness. I will always try to get better at the things i try. I will always try to get better at giving love to the people around me. I will always try to get better as a human being!
#2 - Get Happy - As ever, the most human pursuit is to be happy.
Whatever we aim for... it can be almost certain that this is the ever coveted reward.
Our constant pining for money, possessions and affection is all for this one result. At this moment in time, happiness is a fleeting but glorious prospect... and when i am granted it, if only for i while, i feel unutterably lucky and blessed.
Therefore i must say, this is one item i never intend to cross off... for always i hope to be in the rat race for the pursuit of such bliss.
So to sign off my first blog i must say... none of my other items are this abstract and i do intend to work and work until all are crossed off!
